On Dying Daily

A confused and soul-searching man once came to a Zen-master and asked him for spiritual guidance. The Zen-master took one look at him and responded "Sorry, I have nothing to teach you. What do you do professionally?" "I am a portfolio manager", said the man. "That must be the reason why", responded the Zen-master.

When the financial industry comes to mind you probably think about greed, aggression and ruthless behaviour. Certainly, this is part of the story and probably why our friend seeks spiritual guidance. However, like in all professions, there is also a spiritual dimension to it. A portfolio manager faces ego death daily. No matter how stellar your track record, no matter how successful the past may have been, today may be the day when you are caught exactly on the wrong side of the trade. And it might just be the beginning of a trend that can last until all clients and your professional reputation are gone. If you look death into the eye every day, a Zen master might not have much to teach you.

Jiddu Krishnamurti has talked often about this concept. There was certainly a lot of humility in his approach. Be open to the now and just accept what happens without any preconceived notions. If you are honestly open to the moment there also comes a point when you become fearless. After all, if the "I" in you dies moment my moment, what else is there to be afraid of? Bring it on!