Give me lust and I will introduce you to a woman you will fall in love with. Give me greed and I will give you a professional mission that is worth your while. Give me pride and anger and I will throw wrenches into your wheels until you turn course.
Do not beat yourself up over how you feel. Don't be defensive about your agenda, just be aware of it. The great maya called life was invented to help you find the WAY. There is only one thing you have to do: face life fearlessly and whole-heartedly. Whatever ails you, get it out of your head for GOD's messengers can't reach you there. Face life and never mind if you get your hands a bit dirty - help is on the WAY.