How often have you been in conflicts with yourself? Did you ever try to understand why you are in conflict? How do you feel when you are in conflict with yourself? Is that some part of you want to do something but your mind says no? Do you feel like you are not going anywhere and you feel like dying?
If you allow yourself to experience conflicts and observe yourself, you will find out how all these rules installed inside of us want to control us. Experiencing and observing these conflicts gives us a chance to understand what’s really going on inside and find a way out. We can always discover these voices and teachings inside of our head and warn us not to go this path or that path, or terrible consequences will arrive. All these rules and regulations are so hardwired and internalize in us, that’s why there is always an inside police living inside of us and checking whether we are follow all the rules.
On the other hand, the urges we have are what we truly want to experience in our life. Often there is strong energy accompanied with these urge. When we try to stop these urges by our inner police, the conflicts arise in us and we become violent and restless.
The truth is, we all need to live our own life, not our parents’, not our teachers’, not our priests’, and certainly not our societies’. We all need to live our life to feel that lively energy in us, to experience, to make mistakes, and to learn, or we won’t feel that joy of life because we are living someone else’s life!
Please allow yourself to live the life you desire, not someone else’s! I am sure you will have lots of fear, lots of uncertainty, but at the same time, you will also experience joy and lively energy because all what we desire to be are the true energy flowing through us! When we allow ourselves to take these action, this lively energy will flow smoothly through us! No conflicts, only love, serenity and liveliness.
May we all have the courage to live out our true self!
By Su Zhen
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