Sometimes we don’t really know our truth until we interact with others. My darkness exposes under the light. I never knew that I have so much fear. Fear of being abandoned, fear of not being good enough, fear of not being loved, fear of losing every thing, I have been living my fear and driven by fear.
I always thought I was love but as a matter of fact, I am acting out more like being needy. I thought I was very aware but as a matter of fact, I was often acting out unconsciously. I thought I was very spiritual advanced, but as a matter of fact, I am triggered all the time. All these are embarrassing for me to admit. However, with courage, I want to just admit to myself that these are my reality at times.
What a relief! I never need to put on any image and just let my reality unfold moment by moment!
By Suzanne Yang
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