Who desires not to desire?

 How does a spiritual quest come about? Who desires not to desire? There is an inner call to be Home, but the actual search is often taken up by the ego, wrapped up in beautiful spiritual clothes. The unitive experience is right in front of us, so if we can’t perceive it something must have gone astray. Let’s enjoy the ride when Grace is at our side, and let’s ask to whom the interference occurs when the self seemingly stand in the Way. That way desire never really comes up. It disappears in the unitive experience and is looked into when our self-consciousness returns.