There is an infinite energy source at our disposal. We sometimes can’t see and feel it due to the conditioning that generates our illusionary—and limited—personal existence. But then, whenever we become aware of the fact that we have cut ourselves off the nourishing well we can reconnect. That’s the boon of Awakening that many of us have received. It’s a big accomplishment to have steady access to “That,” but even if we are temporarily cut off, becoming aware that we are unaware is something we can do as long as we are honest and upright.
Yesterday I was sitting with a personal obstacle for a while. It wasn’t the most pleasurable experience, but it wasn’t so bad either; just seeing previously suppressed and stagnant energy moving. The discomfort lasted until the nourishing Source started shining through and the interference was gone. That’s the power of self inquiry. It’s human to encounter personal problems but the capacity to be aware of our unawareness is a resource we all possess. Sit with this uncomfortable state without escaping and see what happens.