There are endless discussions in philosophy, neuroscience, spirituality and biology if we have free will. Why don’t we ask a different question, is there an individual who has free will? If the decision maker is part of the illusion, then how can something that doesn’t exist have anything?
I once had a satori experience when “I” vanished and only a screen on which “life as is” was projected remained. I felt it, sensed it, knew it. Like every satori experienced, it vanished after some 20 minutes or so, but the knowledge remained, there is no “I” other than the screen.
When “you” are part of the illusion of separation, keep inquiring and keep listening to the viewpoints of others until Oneness shines through. When the veil of separation has lifted, enjoy being carried by the energy of “life as is. Choice-less awareness then carries the day. Enjoy!