I Accept Who I Am

I have observed criticizing myself for being who I am, for not being good enough, for not joining life enough… the list can go on and on. And then I realized, whatever happened, happened, what else can I do?  Even if I criticize myself to death, I cannot change the past. I can only accept who I am instead.

There had been lots of escaping from life from my part. And I accept what has happened in the past.  I accept how I am today at this moment. I am not perfect, far from being perfect, but I am doing my best to discover who I really am and try my best to live out my reality. I am willing to live my reality even it means I have to let go what I have at this moment. I have total trust in life.

Maybe I made mistakes, actually tons of mistakes, that’s fine too. That’s what life is about, isn’t it?  I am here to learn and experience, I may not be good at making money, organizing stuff, but I am beautiful as I am.  I am unique and that’s exactly what the universe wants about me, not someone else.

I cannot work in a office and I need lots of time in solitude.  However, it is exactly the same attributes that make me a good writer.  I need solitude time to listen to God’s whisper so I can write them out.  So how can I attack myself for who I am?  We all have different attributes, as a whole, we make a beautiful world!

I accept who I am, just exactly as I am.

By Suzanne Yang