You are the Creator

I am sure you have read books like me on what exactly is there when you look very closely at materials and bodies: there is weird energy that seems to appear out of nothing, some weird mathematical formulas and there is a lot of space. Not to mention that the form of the energy itself is a function of the observer who looks at it. What do you make of it? Wouldn't you agree that the " reality" that you see right now may not really exist the way you think? Do you know that when you bias teachers and give them a list of supposedly highly intelligent students, the grades of these students will shoot up next year? Nothing is real, the only thing that is is your mind.

 My 4-year old son said to me that he had dreamt of a crocodile and witches and that he is scared now. I said to him that next time he sees crocodiles and witches again he just needed to remember that it must be a dream and he will surely wake up that way. You are the creator of your movie my friend, you just don't know it because you cause your dream subconsciously. 

Sure you can go now and try to use this power to manifest the stuff of your dreams: fame, a billion dollars and a harem, as one spiritual fellow-traveler once put it, but only to find that this too will not get you happiness. When I was a teenager, I once discovered the secret of lucid dreaming. I routinely used it to have sex with girls only to find that each time when the scenes got really steamy I woke up. 

No my friend, use your life to start healing and the Tao will invite you with open arms. Sure, there will be work involved as well, but the energy that I talked about in the beginning will start dancing with you. And as you honestly try to clean out all corners of your basement, you will start seeing things the way they real are. You are the creator my friend, so let the journey begin!